True Conscience

unfortunately we must all bear with the consequences that our biological and energetic life is pre-destined towards the awakening and arising of conscience, and that this conscience in its archetectural orientation towards good will is the inevitable goal of all life if it strives to keep living, which must always and inavoidably be sustainable and harmonious with its dependable life source and dependable landscape. Unfortutaley no matter how much we strive towards our personal egoisms and modes and pathways of self-satisfaction, we will eventually, if we choose to live, have to face up to the inherant good nature that resonantes and manifests from the centre of consciousness. we will, of course, then discover that the flowing state of beingness that we as organisms are at essence naturally drawn to by all ambition, desire and magnetism, is one that resonates freely and interractively with its source and environment. as such, we have evolved with specfic and fundamental polarities and mechanisms by which the uniqueness of our being can express itself. as the chicken sees, we cannot escape from our own conscience, and never escape from our inevitable encounter with the infinite, and as such we can never escape the true resonanation and good will that arises when such an encounter occurs.


as 'we', a term denoting the perceived experience of a seperate self by organisms such as ours, are a neutralising pulse of life that arises from the merging of two polar energetic forces above and below us but at essence singuarly in non-local space-time, we naturally learn to serve them/it as we become familiar with their/it's needs, with their/its obvious purpose, with the natural surge that orientates and directs all flow towards the centre. as such, conscience is a state and direct here/now presence that metaphysically speaking is a sort of step-down transformer for two energies to be made manifest. It is the state in which our common mother and father speak through us. On a personal level, on a practical level, and ultimately on the level that really matters, this sensation comes by that which rings true to us, that which resonantes as right, as moral, in the eyes of our mother and father. The conscience that is centre to all beings, and by which, despite the multiplicities and seeming chaos of humanity's destruction, all life and human culture is centred. Humananity's good will may often be betrayed, and with millenia of destruction causing unparalleled imbalanced, but as we see it as imbalance positis that such a centre point of balance exists. And from the judgement of this centre point being the arising of what we refer to and feel as justice, Conscience is sourced, and Consciousness is thus orientated.

As such, a consciuos surrender of will towards the root will always land the spirit back in its instinctual centre. Egoisms disappear and are transformed once the expanded reality of them is accepted upon in conscience. The act of crying is nothing but the casting of the solid ego over the expansive ocean of awareness, which brings water and darkness back where form in light had strived unsuccessfully. From there life grows instintively from the dark and once again strives to the light in form. When forms have become outdated as new energy is sources from the landscape, they once again break down to be recycled. SO runs the pulse between sun and moon, being and non-being, the inbreath and outbreath, as the essence, via the multiple polarities and facets of our being, seeks it union.

Notes on Post-History

Recent activities in the global stock market, the leaking from american folks on the inside reporting of the frenzy of Republican stupidity that now has come home to roost, and reports from friends working in broker firms seem to inform me that the verdict is pretty much out - due to the recent decline in the global virtual economy, which enormous resources are now and will be expended towards its maintance and sustainability, the dream of American capitalism has finally been toppled and the future remains more realistically uncertain.  The USA is no longer the major world power.  The systems of control of the US are now officially collapsing and who really knows how many folks in the Middle East, Russia and China are getting more than a few kicks out of the whole mess.  China is now the leading power in the world, and as such it can be seen that, in Althusser's terms, the Ideological State Apparatus of the USA, which via its electronic media and Imperial Hollywood has acted as something of a massive viral parasite plaguing the worlds airwaves and creating horizontally inclined feeding frenzies of mass hysteria, psychosis and abstraction.  The Dreaming of modern America, in its promised visions and massively schizoid reality structures now no longer have their military-industrial and economic footing to hold the whole thing together.  The hyper-accelerated and abstracted maze of American Dreaming which, purely by the disharmonic nature of its evolution and which openly and directly feeds the human energtic system with information designed to create a sort of closed tension system, is now being dissolved.  The energies of our Neptunian and Plutonian friends are now open for dissolution, destruction and renewal.

As such, you may now proceed to retreat from that massively distorted beast of accelerated madness which has so plagued the world and begin to reclaim yourself and participate freely in the creation of your own mythology and the feeding of your own life centres as you want them.  Planetary Intelligence can now be directly engaged with on your own terms in order for your vertical stability to be sustained and the life within you to grow.  Go !